想说..

嗯..
今天是星期三..
现在是11.45pm了..
星期五晚上就要回去咯..
超兴奋的..=D

阿比,,,
不要那么凶好吗..
我只是念一下..
排时间表就排咯..
又没说不可以..
可以不要我一念你就发脾气吗..
你的一句“算了”对我来说,可以哭一整晚..
真的很在乎你..
对不起..
知道你有你的不便你的难处..
我会乖乖的..
hugs...

阿屁屁等我回去好好咬你..
ar~M ar~M ar~M..
miss u lotsssssss...
my dear,
I LOVE U..♥

我不要.我怕.

比,不要这样了..
我知道,现在你觉得我是把你想成怎样的人..
只想说,真的不要太在意我每次说的气话..
你是我的宝贝..
我爱你..我是真的没有把你想成那样的人..
对不起..
相信我好吗?
给你点时间冷静..
不要想太多..
我怕.不要放开.
我真的很爱你..

4days~

nerdy look..X_x

okokok..
i'm goin back soooooooon..
can't be patient anymore..
there r a lot of things i wanna do wif ah BB..
shopping,eating,play games bla bla bla..
baby,be happy k?
juz dun think so much..
sorry for wat i had done..
i know i'm too harsh and over..
believe me..everything will be all right when we back,k?
i love u..i love u..i love u..*3times*❤❤❤


p/s:爱可以化解很多问题..我会把这些很不好的态度改掉..我只想你知道,我是真的爱你..不要放手..

一♥只想回到你的怀抱.

真的超想离开这里..
可是还有一科..
星期五拜托你快点到..
我好想臭比..
阿呆少爷就请你再多等等呀..
很快的我就会回到你的怀抱咯..
别不开心..笑一个~^^
ar~M..

我得快点开始温习咯..
得好好考完这科然后回去享受和阿比的假期..
这里真的很能考验我和比的耐性..
不能见面还真苦..
我会好好珍惜这两个多月的长假的..
想你..
宝贝~

p/s:dun be shock and dun laugh at my fat fat tummy when i go back hoh..i told u i getting fatter but u dun believe tim..so c ya baby on da coming saturday..love u,bb~muacksss...

你的名字♥

哦哦哦哦哦...
有人考完试就去云顶玩了...
可我还在考试...
我也要嘛..猪比比...
玩得开心点...
muacksss...

我呢...
考完了三科...
剩下两科就可以回家了...
轻松了不少...

我是个超容易紧张超会压力的猪...
常常这样弄到我想吐,一直泻肚子...
老是找不到解决的方法...
话说就在19april2010,12.23pm,,,
我终于找到了可以让我不紧张又有斗志的方法了...=)
我家老的跟我说,“紧张的时候,就闭上眼一分钟,念我的名字.”
这是真的真的有效...
而且很甜...
谢谢宝贝...
如果没有你一直安抚我一直疼我,我一定会倒的...
我爱你..♥

还有八九天酱就可以回去咯...
请少爷耐心等待我的归来...哈哈哈...
回去就可以见到我朝思暮想想到乱的老比了...
我会快快努力努力考完它们...
加油咯~=)

latest UPDATE.

recently,,,
my life is FULL of stress..
lots of things to read but i'm lazy..
carried marks all so low...
tis sem sure habis..
i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan!!!!='(

i dunno how to release my stress..
really hates exam...
& hates myself for super stress when exam..

tis few days,,,
feel like wanna VOMIT bcoz of stress..
keep stomachache..
da feeling keep comes to me..
now also..
wat to do..
sigh..
my holiday..
i wan u,baby..
hugs..

getting worse.-_-|||

photo taken on 13/04/2010(10.46pm)

as u can c,,,my skin condition r getting worse..as well as my hair..

omg stress and stay up till late night makes me look like......dunno how to describe but it is totally bad bad bad..

i change my hair shampoo few days ago as i seems like not suitable for that colour-locked-hairshampoo..it makes my hair fall like few thousand a day..=='''..i dun wan to be a bald girl..help me...arrghhhh!!!

ok baby dun feel shocked when we meet up..

pimples dark skin pale face fat tummy dark circles bla bla bla..all ON me..

oh baby sorry i din take good care of myself..

but dun worry,,ur dear still cute la huh..XD

will give u back the ori. me on 1st May..

waoh..da day comin soon..

i hav lots of story wanna share wif ah dai!!

yeah..

love u much much...

muacksssss...

do ur best in final huh..u hav my full support here..dear.=)

hugs make my world full of ♥

study week officially start TODAY!(act start last week bcoz our lesson all finish jor so no class.*winks*)..

ok..obviously,STUDY WEEK means we die die have to do LOTS of revision for da tough battle..
TOUGH BATTLE..all da question sure damn susah..i experience it last sem..i thought ppl said uni's life is so "song"..WHO SAID UNI'S LIFE IS EASY AND RELAX???!!!!!!*slap myself to wake up from dreaming*
duh..okok..i will try my best la..
"THX" to ppl who set the timetable tat my 4exam papers stick together in 5days..*bang my head to the wall..>(*
all da best to my baby & all my friends who strike for exam..
dun stress stress is impossible so LESS stress stress huh..
relax relax relax..warrhhhhhhh!!!!!


bi,,,
sorry for tis morning..
u know..
when u send me the "hugs" msg after i ask u dun find me anymore,,,
I CRIED...cry & cry & cry..
i felt like i shouldn't have said all those and hurt u..
sorry baby..
hugs..
i know we r now busy wif final and stressful,so we might be easily fed up..
i should hav "ti liang" u more..
sayang sayang my bibi..
faster finish final then we go back & enjoy our holiday..
PRE-order:McD~~~
we go there when sem break,ok?..hehe..=)

oh ya..
i happen to c a post from my senior bout horoscope..there u go:

**天蝎座
最神秘，话最少，最多美女，最有判断力，生气时最可怕，最好色，最易羞涩，翻脸最彻底，占有欲最强，最大男人主义，最阴险，最会记恨，最喜欢黑色，最不易上当，最会口是心非，最怕吵，最会保秘，最会做生意，最深谋远虑，最不相信人性，最性感，最讲义气，最会挖秘密。

**水瓶座
最懒，最女性化，最不讲义气，最会突发奇想，灾难中最冷静，最贪睡，最难理解，最我行我素，最喜欢大自然，最重视精神层面，最理性，最会聊天，最不重视纪律，最可能当黑马，最需要自我空间，最爱幻想，最会拖时间，最没有同情心，最无性别概念，最可能有收集癖，最致力学课本外的东西。

the words which i highlighted means what i think is super accurate..how bibi think leh?
i save in my lappie ady..there r still a lot of thingy bout horoscope which i wanna share wif baby..^^

lalala..
darling,ah BB miss u..


start my maths revision now..1:34am..
good night my world..=))))))

happy birthday to vic vic.=)

tadaa..
happy birthday to my cute coursemate Victoria Aren Simon..
ahaha..she came from Sarawak but i forgot she is orang kenyah o kayan ady..=='''
hehehe..
we went to hai thien restaurant for birthday dinner(we used to go there bcoz the foods r delicious & cheap..aha..XD)
no pic here becoz da quality is so bad..low light condition la wey..X(


erm erm..
nothing to write recently..
as i busy wif study and sleep..
no class for tmr..
tues and thurs hav revision class..
final comin soon..
so stress..
awwwwwwww......
y we need to study and exam?-_- (always asked by students but no ans for tat..wth..)
no choice but i gonna go for it for da sake of my sweet holiday..=)


oh ya..
my pt's commitee members r goin to cameron highlands tis comin 7-8may..
they ask me to go..but i wanna acc my baby..
thay said i can bring along my bf..
haha..is there any bus from bp to cameron highland?
wanna go play wif my ah bibi..
c how 1st...if cannt tag along wif my ah bi then for sure i wont go..=P

okla..
hav to continue wif my revision as i ady wasted my whole night..
good luck for bb's final..
gambateh neh..
dun stress stress..
ah ben BB sayang u huh..muackss~~~=*
love u,baobei..

我.讨厌你.

唉..
宝贝..
就那天和你说的..
那个朋友..
虽然说那天我骂了她然后她稍有收敛了几天..
然后她又变回跟以前一样了..
我说什么她都要泼冷水..
我不是跟她说话她也要插嘴..
老是和我过不去..
她说什么我就静静不去理..
可是她还是不停的针对我..
我已经没什么说话了..
不想说多又被她讲..
讨厌死了..
偏偏又是同个科系..
天天得见到她..
烦..
虽然说没有必要为这种人影响到自己的情绪,可是她的咄咄逼人让我喘不过气..
希望少点说话少点交集,那我会更开心..
我要快点大放假~就不用看到这个人了..

幼稚的人,我只能用沉默来对付你..





比,我需要你..
我在这里快没了笑容了..
只有看你的照片才能让我开心起来..
只有你最好了..
黏住你..不放..


baby,hug hug..
ar~M my chou pipi baby..=p
c u sooooooooooooon..20days more~=)


a photo to share here..=)tis is da chocolate biscuit stick which i love to eat when i were a small kid..& i found it in a shop tat day..haha..it reminds me of my childhood memories..ILOVEIT!!!X)

cute dai dai~XD

lalala..
my sweet dai dai back to uni today..
erm..
battle is goona start soon..
tat means holidays comin sooooonn~~~~
so bibi...
DO YOUR BEST!!
ur ah BB pray for u always~^^


and today..
i didn't do anything except sleeeeeeeepppp..
sometimes somehow i think tooooo much of sleep is not tat good..
it will only make us more tired & LAZY...
awww...
dun wan dun wan dun wan..
i hav to do my manufac's tech revision now..
gonna finish it b4 sunday then i can get into my maths' revision..
yea..
i know its gonna be a tough battle..
but i hope i can survive..
do as much as i can..
jiayou~!!


baby,,,
remind u 1 more time..
i wan ur supeeerrrrb cute dai dai's photos..
send to me asap..!!!
haha..y bibi keep ask for photos from me but dun like to take photo of himself and give to me huh??wondering y........guys are like tat huh?=P

good night my world..
good night my ah pig..


p/s:babi...oppppsss..is BABY,,,u r getting more & more sweet..love da way u love me..♥

Done wif my project!!relief..=)

okiely ok..
i had done wif my computer programming's demo tis evening..
yeahoo..
thx to my group members & we did it well..
if i not mistaken,we seem like get almost full marks for tat..XDDDD
finally put down the so called stress-of-cp..
kinda relief now..hush..
no class for tmr & i wanna sleep sleep sleep..
after my brunch tmr i will start my manufac's tech revision..
aims for a better result as i ady lost quite a lot marks in tests..


baby baby baby..
kiss kiss kiss..
hug hug hug..
love u love u love u..

another 21days means another 3 weeks..
i wanna c u...
ah dai dai..
hehe..
faster send me ur dai dai's photo..
sure super cute 1..
muacks...

becareful tmr..
hav a safe trip back to uni..
gambateh neh..
rmb,neng zhe duo lao..
so fight fight fight all da way long..
u hav me to support u here..^^
& good luck for ur comin final..
i had pray for u tat day at kao sheng qi fu hui..
everything will be ok & nice..
miss ya..muacks..dear..♥

欢迎回家~=)

宝贝到家咯...
嗯..
好好做你想做的事呀..
要加油..
不能回去陪你,是我不好..
你啊..想找我陪几时都行..
我可是二十四小时加油站..
服务的顾客就只限你一个..
抱 ~



话说今天..
我还真的很不专心上课..
一边听老师讲课,一边画东西..
宝贝看到了吧？
我超想你的..
希望你看到那张照片的时候笑哦..
最喜欢看到你的笑容..
还有,我的豆豆明明就不明显..不要欺负我嘛..猪~~


屁屁..
还有22天~
22天后我就能见到好久好久不见的宝贝..
哈哈哈~~好兴奋..
你要多休息把身体照顾得好好的..
多喝水哦..
回去好好疼你..
爱你,晚安~


p/s:awwwww...i miss u very very very much..sem break fast fast come...baby i need u i wan u i miss u...muacks muacks muacks~~~

rainy day~=)

aha..i love rainy day..
& yea guess wat?PERLIS keeps raining tis few days..XD
da cool winds makes me feel relax..
hope everyday can be like tis..rainy days..=D


i juz came back from 考生祈福会~
we pray for a calm heart for da final battle field..
we had a talk by a monk who told us how to relax our mind during exam period..
he shared many things wif us & i hope it helps..
i hope i can be happier & dun always so tension..(i juz cant control da stress..ewww..@@)

sorry bibi for lateeeeeee reply...
hugssss..
i'm kinda busy tat time & we had meeting after the event..
sayang huh..
sorry i left u alone there waiting for me..muacksx100000000000..

erm erm..wanna do some final things for my cp projects b4 sleep..
baby,hav a safe trip tmr when u back home..
becareful ya..
sorry i cant back home bcoz of da stupiak project & lab test..
23days more..yeah~
miss u miss u miss u..
need u badly..
muackss u bibi..
c u soon..♥


p/s:bibi when u back bp,muz jia you..u can call me anytime when u need me..i'm 24hours for u..only u..be strong..=)

projectsss..==

awwww...
da cp project i really cant do it..
dunno how to compile..
my mind is totally blank..
thursday is da submission day..
hope i can get to finish it b4 da due date..
jiayou..(>.<)

erm..
baby,time pass super fast 1..
more 24days & u'll get to c me huh..
guai guai..sayang sayang..
dun emo emo..
u hav me..so u hav to be happy..haha..=D

u know..
i missssssss u super duper extremely MUCH~!!!
u appear in my dreams always..
& u know..
i was so super excited when i saw u but after i wake up,i feel so lost..
bcoz it was juz a dream..
i still din c u pun..
ewww..=(
baby,how how how..
find time we skype la..
i wanna c u tis handsome bibi..can?=)))))

oh ya..
ulcerssss appear recently..as i stay up till 3++am everyday..
so painful..
i wan bibi sayang..hugs..

Oh Mr.TIME~~~~
y u r so slow geh...??
run as fast as u can then stop running when sem break..can??
i need my beibei so much..
nonono..
i should sleep now bcoz when we sleep,time seems like pass faster..then get nearer to da day i meet wif baby..
yea..
so i gonna sleep now..
nite nite world~
miss u baby..muacksss...


p/s:some seniors & frens asked me to join msk(minggu suai kenal) of juniors but i rejected ady..u know y i do so..& u know wat i mean..

I'll always be there for u..

juz received a bad news tis afternoon..
erm..
shocked & sad..
i dunno wat to do when i heard tat..
then i made a mistake..
sorry baby..
i didn't mean it..really..
i juz..a bit blank when i heard tat..
my deep apologize..


erm..
wonder wat should i say to calm u down..
bi,be strong..
everthing had been destinated by fate when we were born..
wat we can do now is accept it & treasure da time we left..
so when u back there,acc her as much as u can..
jiayou..for aunt & ur family..
everything gonna be all right..
really..
muz stay strong..
i'll always be there for u..=)

I.need a good sleep

Spot my eyes' bag & dark circle.==!!

Pimples on my face.oh gosh.

Haha.edited photo for my precious bibi.(chips from my milling lab.c..u r always on my mind wherever i'm..=))

like wat u saw up there,all da eyes' bag,dark circles,pimples bla bla bla come to me nowadays.

all those r da result of lack of sleep & stress.

duh.i hate tis kind of life.

my body condition is not tat good.

feel so dizzy & strength-less.

i really nd a good rest after all tis.

but fortunately i had finish all my testssss.*winks*..

& i slept for 12++hours today..XD..*super happy*

now left 2 projects to go & i will be having my FINAL soon..

sleepless nightssss r coming..

telling myself tat i cant be defeated by tiredness & stress..

i'm gonna do my best in the final..^^

pray for healthy body for my dear & me to fight in final..

cnnt make my dear worried bout me..

baby,stay healthy huh..

i know u r busy but try to rest more..

drink more water..

get enuf sleep..

dun catch cold..(better wear clothes when da weather is cold..dun always naked..guai huh.=P)

i know i'm nian nian zhu..

but u know y i keep nagging,right?

so rmb 2 take good care of urself..muacks~

i feel like wanna hugs u & dun let go...

hehehe..m gonna have it soon..yeah~=)

nite nite bibi...

ar~M..♥

p/s:U r my happiness..&..i do TREASURE U..

p/p/s:i really miss u,lao bei bei.=)

Oh.holiday.soon♥

lalala..
today i skipped my morning class bcoz of da dizziness in my head..
i'm sick?
i dunno..totally strength-LESS..
study cp whole day..
yet i still failed to understand it..
so wif no doubt,i cant ans my cp test juz now..
feel like crying..='(
no hope for my cp ady..
have to buck up in other subject so tat i can maintain my pointer..(*sound so difficult..dead meat..)
duh..put aside all these stupid past things..


so..
guess wat?
my holiday is coming soooooooooon~~~~
left 27days then i can get to leave tis ulu paddy field for 2++months!!!
tat means i can stay at my sweet hometown for more than 2months!!!
i'm so excited..XDDDDDDD


baby baby baby...
holiday holiday holiday...
hug hug hug...
muacks muacks muacks...
eat eat eat...
ar~M ar~M ar~M...
(OVER EXCITED)


k la..
gonna sleep gao gao tonight..
& then tmr continue wif my electronic & cp project..
fight for better 1..=]
then HOLIDAY~!!!
hehehe..
nitez..♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

NO april fool!

yea..
like wat i wrote up there,NO april fool tis year..
m really not in mood for tat..
stress from studies from everywhere makes me suffocated..
aiks..
chenjiaying ah chenjiaying~~dun give up so easily..

erm..
juz had my manufac's test at 8.30pm..
ok..satisfied wif wat i handed out juz now..=)
going to fight for tmr's test...
computer programming..
hope i can pass it..
jiayou..~~


nothing much to say..
good nite my world..

p/s:today's rain was so heavy..the super strong wind & super heavy rain makes me thought dat the world is coming to an end..haha..XD