Wednesday

:')

好久没写了...
不是不写,也不是懒惰...
只是宿舍进不到这里,当然也就写不了...
想来学校图书馆写...
但最近又很忙...没机会写到...
不好意思啊...我的忠实读者,蔡屁股先生...


过去一个礼拜...
好像就只是上课做lab做report读考试...
还有就是追看drama!!!
看完了灰姑娘的姐姐...
是个不错的韩剧...
*因为太爱追看,所以看戏时间还多过读考试的时间...[>.<]*


有个人...
说厌倦了听我哭...
要知道,我的心情都是被你牵引着的...
不要那样说,这样很伤人...
希望如你说的,不管最后一句话是什么话,生气时什么都是假的...


你忙,让我知道就可以了...
这句话,我说了好多遍...
不是故意要吵你的...
但别老是突然失踪...
担心你,你不是不知道...


昨天,被个不熟的人批评了一顿...
我讨厌自己的懦弱,自己的无言...
我应该和他解释争辩的...
但当下却什么也没做...
算了...不在乎的人,不需要解释那么多,不是吗?
只是真的,努力了,却被那样说...很不好受...
好在宝贝的一封信息,我就没事了...
看了你的信息,马上就笑了起来...
你为我打抱不平的那封信息,感动...
谢谢你,比...


嗯...
今天是星期四...
很忙的一天...
9-11,11-1,2-4,4-6...
现在是空出来的一小时...
让我偷闲写日志...
等等要努力做数学了...
今晚考试...
明天presentation...
还有一点就可以做完了...
今晚好好加油吧!!!:)

给你的一些话,
如果觉得自己做得不好,记住这次...下次遇到类似的问题,就会做了...
不要因为这一次的小失误,就觉得自己很差...有谁不是从错误中学习的...?
我也经常在考试时连个最简单的都会错...这不是差,而是,人的脑本来就没办法很好地把所有学过的东西储存起来...
过了就算了...这是你告诉过我的...
希望你心情可以快点好起来...
我不是打扰你,是关心...
我这里可以让你靠...让你倾诉...
但愿你明白...
加油!
我爱你.♥

-

哎哟喂哎~
这篇完全想不到一个主题...
就没放啦啦啦...

中秋节a.k.a 灯笼节就这样过了...
好不爽喔...
没有提到灯笼...
就那天在阿B家提而已...
都没吃到月饼...*做了那么多买了那么多月饼,我却一个也没享受到..==*
昨晚阿B打来...
一接就听到你学姐叫喊你的名...你还真红啊你...[>.<]
朋友一直作弄你吧...哈哈...
我当下有种想马上飞到你身边的冲动...
我要和你一起提灯笼啦....
下次我拿黄色你拿粉红色的,ok?*反正你就适合粉红色啊~:P*
宝贝宝贝宝贝...希望明年可以一起提灯笼烧灯笼啦!!!:DDDD
灯笼节快乐...:)


然后然后然后...
去拍照...
有很多juniors宁愿躲在宿舍也不愿下来合作...
反正我也不在乎...
去吧你们...没用的...


涅涅涅...
呜呜呜...
哇哇哇...
哞哞哞...
嗒嗒嗒...
呀呀呀...
哒哒哒...
这是宝贝的一连串叫声...
那天和宝贝玩的游戏咯...
我输啦我...
那么爱叫...哈哈..:P


对了...
好像都很忙没什么关心到你...
啊你啊...
如果不满意我,就大声说出来...ok?
因为我很blur的...有时都搞不清楚状况...
我笨笨呆呆的,真是该骂该打...

我的小可爱...
你是我的我的我的...
把你的可爱全都留给我...
怎么他们都可以看到你那么的可爱...
我却看不到你的涅...
吃醋了...
不管...
有空寄张海男的照片给我...

要去上课了...
有机会会放照片来给你看的...
tata咯...
muacks!!!


p/s:imissubadly...



Tuesday

update update update!!!


finally...
nw is 1:16pm,22/sept/2010
i tried so many times from 10am till now to sign in my bloggie and FINALLY i got to blog!!!
wonder y unimap's wifi so sensitive...
blogspot also hard to get in...
and my kolej kediaman totally cnnt sign in..being blocked...
Sh*t i hate it larrrr i wan to post daily larrr stupiak management!!![>.<]




hmmmm yayaya...
im here,PERLIS...
reach last sunday's morning at 9.17am..sure..that "lambat" express AGAIN...
somemore my seat rosak d...cnnt adjust...=.=so kolian i sat for 13++hours bus at the same straight position...my backside got no feeling when i reach kangar...*i mean numb ady...X(*


duh...
back to the place i hate...
the weather...the facility....the environment...
all so lousy...
my beepee is the best..!!!
i love kitkat.♥


yup...
i cried...right after the bus is moving away from busstand...
but bibi,tis time im brave enuf,right?
i din cry in front of u and anyone...
k larr i promise next time will hold my tears and wont cry...


start to busy when i reach kangar...
my friend fetch me to rumah anak yatim+ rumah orang tua...
and have to make mooncake after that...
swt i din rest and have a bath pun...
and busy till 8++pm only reach hostel...
do u know wats the feeling for nt having ur bath for 24hours???
it was so superb unbearable-disgusting-dirty-uneasy!!!
i feel like wanna peel off my skin and change it a new 1!!!
ah bi i really become ah chou da bian that day...@@


fortunately i had finished the delivery of mooncake last night..*till 12++midnight..wow-_-'''*
and i lost my way just now at ppk mechatronic...
swt i cant find the room of lecturer en.nooriman...one of his student ask me to deliver the
mooncake to him...
and im so heng that i met three of my mechatronic's friend..
thx a lot for helping me...^^



tonight have to go for photo session...
hope i can finish all these A.S.A.P...
i got lots of assignments and exam there waiting for me to KILL them...
muahahha wish me luck!!!



lastly,



liu hai nan!!!MINE...♥



nah sometimes i really dun like some of the way u treat me..and pls dun hang up my phone call or reject it when u r angry...i will worry bout u..sorry that i kept on forcing u to tell me or explain things to me...and the msg u said i m not疼你 and 教到这种女朋友...i really very very very sad bout that..dunno u r serious or kidding wif me...sorry bi im changing for a better me to become a better girlfriend..i miss u...and i do love u always..take good care of urself..jiayou,dun be so tension...my baby,muacks..♥

Wednesday

My day♥



muahahha today i stay at baby's house almost whole day nieh!!!
so fun so happy...
and yea my "liu hai nan" do make me laugh like sot zha bor when i look at his hair...
so adorable la ueewwww!!!
honestly ur hair suit u much!!!
so adorable x8922389307282times!!!
here comes photos which explain my day..:)


deng deng..a box of kuih which baby's "er gu" gave us tis afternoon..*so paiseh nieh when i saw er gu and she said:"oohh..ah hock's girlfriend harh.."*

jiangjiangjiangjiang~look like ketupat..

act is "bai dou sha" and jelly cover..*omg the taste of jelly is exactly the same as eating plastic..@@*

家暴...报警捉拿蔡先生!!!
*扭打成一团,就为了拍下那满满的口水..最后还是被抹掉了..你厉害,蔡屁股先生..=.='''*




then after dinner...
lantern night time!XD




满园的灯笼~~~:D


tis is the 1st lantern baby light for me..muacks!♥♥♥
Hmmm look...full of 灯笼节的气氛...♥



nah my current wallpaper of my lappie,xiao bai...love it much!

wooohooooo my wallpaper of my nokia x6...baby,u r so handsome...i love u much larrrr!!!


so my day is full wif happiness and laughter...
thx guanyinma duabekgong tigong for giving me such a good boyfren and family...
love ya always!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥




Monday

WOW!!!!

CONGRATS!
U WIN I LOSE!
ALL THE BEST TO U ALL..
I M GOING AWAY SOON..
AND YA I WAS LIKE WOW I FINALLY KNOW MY POSITION..
"THX" U SO MUCH..
****!

Sunday

nieh!

naughty bi..love ya always..♥


nieh..?yup...nieh nieh nieh!!!XP
i love to put nieh in my conversations my msg bla bla bla..with my baby..muahahaha...
nieh is my way to "sa jiao" also nieh!!
k stop my hiao hiao hiao...


today we all went to yong peng for the delicious daddy's beloved FISHBALL!!
but the FISHCAKE is a bit weird...not as tasty as last time 1...
baby said the fishball is not Q as b4...hmmmmmm ya ur mouth is superb geng...*feel the diff by 1st bite and the cendol also..geng la u babi..XD*

went to ah pek's house after BRUNCH...
nah ah bi,1st time saw my childhood's BEST PLACE...nice?*不要嫌弃噢.^^*
all my relatives are still as friendly as b4...
nice ppl nice environment makes me feel HAPPY WOW...:D


ah BB,sorry...
i know u dun like i keep say sorry...
erm i muz change change change...(>.<)
too sensitive...
i know u dote me most and only...
and i know u r doing all these for me...
juz im too childish and din think from ur view...
sorry huh baby...
love love love u...
thx for loving me,care bout me...
lawuv euuuwwww...♥





p/s:my muimui aka meimei aka xiaopihou aka feizhouxiaoheiren aka ah meng went back to the forest d...TT...sad sad sad...muz take good care of urself....love u too my ah mei...♥♥♥

Thursday

MOVIE!


yea had a "nice" movie time with my baby!!
we watch PIRANHA...*bcoz dun hav thelastairbender d..*
omg omg omg it's a BLOODY SCARY DISGUSTING SEXY movie!!!
SHOCKED AND SHIVERING AND SHOUT*not so loud la*...i done all tis three yest from starting till the end of the movie...
so coward la me...
u know...the person sit beside me,MR.BABYPIG...
u open ur eyes and watch it calmly...a BIG applause to U!!!
and sweat that u said it was not that scary actually...=.='''
really lots of sexy 18sx scene in that movie...ishhhhh!!!dun wan let u watch tis kind of movie next time!(>.<)


overall the movie is ok la not so bad...
there was a scene which makes me feel so touched is when the police officer get down to the water and tried to kill all the piranhasssss but in the end he was killed by piranhasss...so kelian...he can survive act...a hero in da movie...TT

hmmmmm my day was soooooo nice with baby!!
went to baby's home and play with the doggie...*is baby play with doggie...the dog so fierce geh...keeps run towards me and barks at me...make me scared and scream nia..jahat!X(*
i use "teng tiao" then he will run away..bahahahha blek u fierce doggie!i got my baby protect me here..u can do nothing to me...XDDDD

then had delicious dinner at bi's home...
yummylicious fried chicken and the special sauce...!!
i wanna make it too!!*i still rmb wat mom said...milk+butter+blackpepper sauce+chili sauce...^^*

nah nah nah im enjoying my hols..
thx ah BB..u r so sweet!!♥




p/s:u r way too frank d..i know im fat and got BIG BIG face la..babi u!keeps bully me..bite u slap u!XP
p/p/s:love the time when we r FIGHTING...bahahaha u little boy boy..muacks!♥

Tuesday

the lovely 1 is BACK.♥


After so many days,mine had came back yesterday.:D
how excited Excited EXCITED!!!!
muahahahaahah...
and yea my lovely 1 came to my house last night...
tell u frankly,
the 1st glance i saw u last night,i was like,who is this guy harh in front of me..???XP
okay maybe its been so long long time i din get to see u so la a bit gong gong...
and ya,that is my baby MAN!!!*ppl called their bf as baby boy bt i call u as baby man..special lieh..haha*
bi,money is soooo soooo soooo adorable right..?
but i think i dun wanna have a poodle in da future d...
i dun wan to "split heart",分心...i wanna take good care of u and give u full love...*i know it's disgusting a bit bt it's true from my heart..*
and u can have a BIG BIG BIG dog ya in da future...:)


today,
i woke up at almost 9am...
and then prepare the special meal for my man...
i thought u will wake up at 10 or 11 something mana tau u wake up at almost 2pm...!!=.='''
k la i was shocked by ur ah sis becoz she said u sleep till ***...choi choi choi touch wood!!!!!!
and sorry u have to eat the cold dish bcoz i cook at 1something...@@


then hmmmmm do u know wats the meaning of today's meal?
TOMATO EGGS-酸
HONEY-甜
GONG BAO FISH-辣
VEGE SOUP-淡 *okay i know the soup is very "nong" bt at 1st it is very "dan" geh..is u la came so late..XP*
paiseh i cant found any bitter food and our fridge dun have "ku gua"...
所以,我想告诉你的是:
一年了...
我们在一起一年了...
很庆幸在我身边的是你...
酸甜苦辣平淡,在这一年里我们都走过了...
接下来的日子可能还会有更酸更甜更苦更辣的...准备好了吗..?*别怕...我有信心我们都能一一享受个中滋味..:D*

蔡怀赋先生,听好了...
我会好好爱你...好好努力...
有你,就足够了...♥



p/s:有你,我什么都不怕..."紧张的时候,闭上眼睛,念我的名字一分钟."
每每紧张的时候,我都一定会用这个方法.这样确实给了我很大的信心和安全感.谢谢宝贝.♥

Monday

BABI='(





jahat la u babi...
didn't contact with me much today...
and din ask whether im good today...
sms me juz tat few words..ask me to wake u up...
is not that i dun wanna wake u up..but the way u sms me...pls...dun let me feel like u r ORDER-ing me to do things...do make it softer,can?*sorry im ur girl.i need ur gentle..*

life without u,i got nothing much to write...
see how big part u r in my life...how important u r...


haiz tat day u din tell me actually wat time will u back here...
and juz now meimei*hweeshan* suddenly pop out chat box and ask me when will u back...
im stunned that time...
see it....



HweeShan

姐姐~~~~~

10:55pmMe

yes..?

10:55pmHweeShan

你知道我gogo明天几点回来吗??

你知道我gogo明天几点回来吗??

10:56pmMe

惨了...

我没问清楚

又没什么联络到他

他在忙营会

10:56pmHweeShan

他也没有跟我们讲哦。。

10:56pmMe

是咯

等等他有空的话我问他

10:57pmHweeShan

哎呀~那没关系拉~^^

10:57pmMe

应该是半夜了

我明早跟你妈米说,好吗?

不好意思

咪*

10:58pmHweeShan

ok~~



你看...
你猪...
这样妈咪还有妹妹会怎样想..?



伤心...
希望下次不要发生酱的事了...
真的...我是认真的...

Sunday

等待



嗯...
还有两天,我的男人就要回来了...
我等了好久好久好久~~~
好期待好期待好期待~~~~XD

我的,不知道你在那边好吗...
一定超多蚊子...
它们肯定乱亲你的...>.<'''(它们亲哪里等你回来我就亲哪里...哈哈~XP)
嗯嗯嗯...我想你...
昨晚的那通电话,你好可爱~~哈哈哈...XDDD




今天呢和妈妈妹妹还有阿亮去summit逛了一整个下午...
买了两件衣服...
后来头超晕的...summit还真是空气不流通...
不过涅你回来的时候我要你带我去吃冰去吃章鱼烧去吃面粉粿...:)


差不多要去睡了...
等你的信息...
超人拼到底...回来就有人服侍你了...:D
刚才的饭局,好多烟..臭到一个不行...*抽烟的人最讨厌!!!*

最后让我来放放照片...=)



昨晚money又驾到...好动到...可爱到...:D

今天出门前...妹用头发遮掉我大大的脸..多谢..=='''

全身照又来啦...*我脚是有多白手是有多黑...omg*

去格子店拍的..XD..几好看..我们就是有特权..:P

这是姑娘今天买的t-shirt...我竟然穿得下...也太好看了吧...XP






p/s:♥my holiday is so yuhoo and will become yuhooohoooo when u back here!!!love ya miss ya BB!!♥

Saturday

HutanLipurUluBendul,NegeriSembilan..?




Where is tis place..?
so many Qmarks in my head...
izzit somewhere uluulu or ok one..?



tis is where my bi is going for his camp..
nah bring mosquito repellent...
i know it will be very tired as u cant sleep much coz so many activities r there waiting for u to coordinate with..
JIAYOU!!!a BIG BIG hug from ME to U!!!
drink as much water as u can to cool down ur body...
wear long pants when u sleep to avoid mosquitossss from kissing u..X(
dun keep all the burdens on ur shoulder,k?
do ask ppl to help u when u need them..
sorry tat im not with u...
promise me,take good care of urself harh...
again,如果你瘦了,回来就没有肉给我咬了...(>.<)

u know y i wrote all these here..?
bcoz i dun wanna nag at u thru msg or chatbox la later u think im like a nagging nanny...:P
bear in mind that u r the most important 1..
dun force urself ya...
jiayou and all the best my 帅营长!!!
muacks!
with love,
CDB♥







OUR bear..♥awwwww so adorable nieh nieh nieh!!

hehehe im free to bully bear bear as u r not here..:P*omg see my long and whitey legs!XD*

Thursday

-sorry no cure-

这句话,是你昨晚对我说的...
把我猛然敲了一下...发现我是多么的无能...


我很常在吵架或者不爽的时候都说你是的自私的人,说你不珍惜...
殊不知真正自私的人是我...
真的很抱歉...


他们的催促...还有神经太大条的我...竟没想到你...说真的,我是想要拥有和你一样的手机...但那天你叫我别买那个,我就想说算了...找个和你差不多一样的也好...想说等你回来看看可以不可以买和你一样的5800...哪里知道爸妈已经帮我survey了...他们带我去那家店,一进去就是叫我决定...我想不要先,可是另一只已经是不能用了...我不知要怎么拒绝...你要知道,如果我说要等你回来,他们会怎样想你,怎样生气我...


真的非常抱歉...我只有想到要买和你一样的5800可是却忘了你回来也要买新手机了...
对...我很自私...没有想到你...
也许当初你先说出来这个想法,今天就不会那样了...
坦白真的很重要...
我想说,每个人脑里所想的出发角度考量都不一样...
你觉得我会,但我不一定会想到...
除了抱歉,还是抱歉...
这件事情不是一切,好吗?
不要这样而否定我...
你是我最在乎的那个人...
真的...

New phone!


speaking of which,yours truly finally got her NEW phone today!!!*excited*
this phone cost me Rm735(i trade in tat f305 for rm100,so rp is 835)...
ok..wat i wanna say is,the CAMERA of tis phone juz ok-ly good...not as pro as my k810i...
=.='''..maybe i dunno how to change it exposure,brightness blablabla bah...
nah..here some photo of my newbie nokia X6~
Monster of chen's family!kekez..

look like a child..XD..*dun be shocked..tis is secondary camera..*
blur photo do makes ppl looks pretty,agree?XP
nah tis is macro mode..not so good lar...

i think tis 1 is better...



so how...
im not saying tat i dun love tis phone bt da camera do makes me feel disappointed...X(
*but i think if i change the scene and other options,i can get better outcome.!*
overall tis phone is damn nice larrr...can online got gps 8gb internal memory touch screen...muahaha..yuhoo~~~~




MILLION thanks to daddy and mummy for ya support 400 in buying tis phone..:D❤

nah babi,
when u back here,
teach me how to use the other functions in X6 la..
im blur..
thx la muacks!!!
faster come back harh...
ur niang zi and ah bear bear r waiting for u...
I MISS U.
and i know U MISS ME..*coz i keep sneezing non-stop*..
blekkk...
huggies...love ya always..❤






p/s:找到了不会吵架的方法..那就是别乱发脾气..多体谅多疼爱..我在改进中..:)

Wednesday

blur..



sleep till blur..ya..today is the 3rd day...
nothing to do except EAT,ONLINE,and SLEEP...
see la my life is tooooooooo relax...
i keep sleep and sleep and sleep...
sleep till i didn't get to reply msg to U...(i do click reply and then fall asleep again...sowwieee)
hehe but somehow here is muchmuchmuchmuchmuch more BETTER than there...
my home is always the best place..:)


mummy called me today...
i will be getting my hp tmr...
i dun wan a light blue 1..(so ugly..=x)..so i ask the salesgirl to get me the black 1..
see...
My about-to-be-mine X6..:D


yeeeaaaa i hope to get tis little cute cover for my x6...bt where to buy huh?@@



lastly,
to someone whose name is Chua Pi Gu,
i m waiting for the day u back here...
dun every night "ao ye",can?
im REALLY worried bout u...
drink more water...
dun let any other illness to get u,understand.?
with love,
Chen Da Bian