阿比肚痛郁闷记

阿比那天出去玩回来后,就说泻肚子...

我以为是吃了肮脏的东西...

可是到今天都还有痛,一直抽...

我的男人是怎么啦...

你最近的食物只能清淡清淡再清淡~~~~

而且,不要老是那么压力...

功课是永远做不完的...

所以别去想太多...

作东西别那么急...

慢慢吃,慢慢走...

人生短短几百年(我要你我都几百年...所以不放几十年...><),就这些小东西就要那么郁郁寡欢吗?

这可不像你...

我的男人是一个什么东西问题都有办法解决的人...

也是个教会我不要那么压力的人...

你说过,看我压力不开心,你会觉得很失败...我何尝不是这样呢?

我想起你,就会笑...会很满足...所以当你觉得很挫折的时候,想想我...你还有我啊...不是吗?:)

你要尽量放松...

还有一个月多,你就可以好好休息了...

我知道现在接近end-of-the-sem...

有很多presentation&project得交了...

咬咬牙...就完了就好了...

我也有很多东西要做...

可是想想,何必那么紧张弄到自己心情不好涅...

既来之,则安之~~

比,

学业很重要,但我老公的健康更重要...

我...心痛...

你辛苦但我却帮不到什么...

记住,你还有我...

压力算得了什么...

你是超人涅涅涅!!!

加油加油加油!!!!

i lurrrrveeeee u~~~♥

p/s:昨晚任性的我伤了你...我,是一时不受控制才大骂你的...对不起,贝...

10.10.10

今天是10.10.10....

一个特别又美丽的一天~

读着读着...很像...要你要你要你...*干嘛和我心里想的一样,我要你...猪...*

昨晚带着很不好的心情入睡...

你这只大坏蛋...

今天早上又跟我消失...

去玩...就没有我了咯...讨厌这种感觉...

今天早上被拉着去吃早餐...

吃了肉粥...没什么味道的...应该说我没什么胃口...

过后就去guardian买东西了...

bio-essence tanaka white at Rm16.72...muahaha...so cheap~XD

SIMPLE toner at Rm15.21...cheap nieh with the little one beside.:)

shieldtox~tis 1 more effective..compare to other electric 1...*but it has smoke smell..=X*

nah see tis!!!get 1 stamp for every rm20 purchase!!and if i manage to gather 60 stamps,i can get the adorable doll doll nieh!!seeeeeeeee!!i love the tiger and mickey..*bt tat means i have to spend Rm1200 in guardian b4 i can get the doll..==..bi,when u go to guardian,rmb to keep the stamps for me.:D*

give u...the angry CDB..*awwwwsoadorable..:P*

speaking of which,urs truly finally get a set of McD yest night!!thx to my housemate..haha..*ah bi dun jealous la..hehe..XP*

nieh nieh nieh...spicy chicken McDeluxe!!my favourite..:)))))

12.31am now..

its ady 11.10.10..

waiting for bi's msg...

u r busy wif the register course gua..

jiayou ah..

and sorry make u "lausai" after scolding u...

u ahhhhh..

dun always make me angry la...

u knw i dun like cold words and ignorance de...

waiting for ur msg...

hope we both can sleep wif smile tonight..

love ya..pi gu~

pi gu and da bian=..=

今天是星期六.晴.:P

我宿舍的照片..高级宿舍~:P

睡到十一点多才起床...

因为昨晚差不多五点才睡...

不是要折磨自己,是太勤劳做功课...(其实是一边做功课一边看戏...XD)

--公主嫁到--实在是太好看了...

阿比,回去的时候全给你看~*我是指戏啊...别乱想..XP*

嗯...

今天过了一个很懒惰的一天...

作报告,做着做着就倒在床上了...好没用...

等下就要再继续了...

我要和宝贝一样勤劳...

加油吧,我们...♥♥

昨晚和比比在fb聊天....

我叫你屁股,你叫我大便...

你说屁股比较厉害...

我当下还真想不出是为什么...

原来,"屁股可以potong大便"...

蔡屁股,你很geli涅!!!!

看了差点去吐...

你惨咯...

完完全全没形象了...哈哈...

阿呆~

刚才算了一算...

还有55天才能看到宝贝...

我完蛋了...

我要怎样过下去...

我现在已经超想你了...

为什么考到那么迟...

我不要...

TT...

希望有机会可以让我早点看到阿比...

我想你...蔡怀赋...

想你的时候,就只能看这些照片...你也太可爱了吧!!XD

本世纪最可爱的男人~是我的..:D

好想抱到你...♥

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cant think of a title for tis post...

yest went for a whole day class start from 9am-6pm...

sorry i dozed off when having solid mechanics class..the most boring and non-understandable class ever..==

got a lot of assignments and homework have to pass up next week...

but im so lazy to do all that...

i think i will only start when sunday gua...

something happen yest...

they post out the pt's photo and tagged me...

swt==''''''''''''

omg so ugly...

nearly cried put when i saw the photo...

k i know im ugly but the skill of that camera man,LOUSY...

hng....

u know wat i scared the most is,

i thought ah bb will "xian qi" me when he saw that photo...

but bb din do so...

hehe i know u lurrrveeee me much la...

thx baby!

gonna continue with "gong zhu jia dao"...

bb,jiayou ah!!!

i know u got a lot of homework to do...

u got my support here...

huggies...

♥

^^♥

okay...

okay...

OKAY...

me and bibi...

we r okay now...

ermmm emo for so many days and now all settled...

duh...

i wont simply switch off phone next time..promise..:)

sorry ah bi...

felt so relief when we start to communicate nicely...

muz control my mood...

cannot be so rash d...

i know it hurts ur heart much,so do i...

bibi,

remember,

next time,

we must talk nicely---DUN REJECT MY CALL and I WONT SWITCH OFF MY PHONE...

i will let u have time to "lang jeng"...

solve everything wif love huh...

muacks...

love u always...♥

p/s:awwww wonder when ur hp can wake up from coma?pity phone..btw that round round thingy is "lv zi"..not niuniu...niuniu is my lappie...hope ah bi punya hp can recover soon...:D

1st time 1st day

this is the 1st time...

i din even leave a msg to u...

and...

i do off my phone...

but honestly,i on it sometimes,to see whether u msg me anot...

u said im childish...YA,I'M CHILDISH..SO WAT?U?dun think u r so mature enuf...

the way u treated me,i cant stand it anymore...

ya...i din sleep for the whole night...

and im planning to do so tonight too...

dun worry...

this is the way i vent my anger...

the way i make my mind tired and cant think of anything...

my friends said:"u look so scary after awake for 1 night...pls get some rest.."

and i sad:"dun wan.."

so wat if i dun sleep..?

nobody will care bout me isn't it?

come to me and do everything u can to make me get my smile back...IF u love me...

tats all...

5.26am

现在是5.26am...

很意外的...

我上得到blogger...

也写到得到...

很好...让我有机会,写下我想说的话...

今天,很幸运的,和朋友出去的时候摔了一跤...

回到家...也很幸运的跌下楼梯,坐下去好几格...

手脚流血黑青,屁股很痛...肚子?从昨天就一直痛着,像要裂开一样...

听人家说过:别妄想你在痛苦难过的时候有人安慰体谅,除非他也经历过...

我以为那些只是对陌生人或朋友说的话...

我似乎错了...

我不知道...

你给我的反应,我该把它解读成什么...

是太担心太心疼所以痛得没办法说出安慰疼爱的话?

还是根本就不关你的事,我受伤是我不小心是我太粗心太心不在焉,你无言.?

告诉你我受伤了...

你回的信息是:==

然后说:你做么...

之后:走路不带眼睛...

过后就忙你的,没理我了...

再然后我跟你说我跌楼梯,你说:你又做么..==

是我没看到还是什么...

一句"痛不痛,怎样了,摸摸你,sayang..."都没有...

可能是我把你想得太好...

是我完美化这一切了...

你的好,不是一直都有的...

以前的你,房里有人就到外面陪我聊天...

现在的你,不接按掉然后信息说房里有人...

为什么都不一样...

为什么你不爽的时候,我打几百通,你不接就是不接...

如果有一天,我要死了,打给你,你不接,那我是不是要等到你肯接跟你说最后几句话才可以死?

你,要我放下固执...

那你呢.?

你比我更固执...

做人不必这样...

对你爱的人,更不可以这样...

不要等到你真的失去了我,就算哭干眼泪,我也不会回来了...

不要当我是在说气话...

我是在冷静了,想好才写这些话的...

请记得你今天怎样对我...

你,伤到我了...

我,不会开机...

几天?不知道...

好好照顾自己...

掰...