Sunday

~唉~

怎么办啊....
下个星期有四个考试...
完蛋了...
我到现在都还搞不懂数学...
快被数学搞死了...
我还真像草莓...
一点压力都承受不了...
就这几个考试都快压得我喘不过气了...
可不可以不要读书...
可不可以不要考试...
可不可以不要压力...
不可能...=='''
为什么所有东西都一次过打过来...
就不能让我好好感受一下新年快到的兴奋吗...
累累累...
不懂该对你说什么...
去看看我昨天的blog吧...
总之我想快点到新年...
不能一直见面也就算了...
只要能见到你抱到你跟你一起...
我就会变回之前那个开心的我了...
我好想你...
你可不可以不要那么忙...
不可能的...
当我没说过...
都不懂我上面写了些什么...
为什么...
我总得不到我想要的...
唉...
哒哒...

Saturday

=..SPEECHLESS..=

frustrated wif my assignment...
sit here all day long for some super complicated ques wif my stupid brain..
i couldn't solve it...
i'm tired...
i feel so stress...
4 exams comin soon...(---next week---)

i need care...
not from any1...
but u...
posted my mood on fb is useless...
comments r there but all from my fren only...
feel so lost now...
y uni's life is not da same wif wat i imagine b4?


i need holidays...
i need u...
i know i m kinda weak...
cant stand wif stress...
cant get myself into revision oso...
traffic jam in my brain now...
assignmentssss blocked da way of my revision...
i muz get rid of it asap...
for da sake of better result...

i know i shouldn't hav think so much right now...
i know i should get myself concentrate in studies...
but i cant...
y y y & y???
I HATE CHATTING THRU PHONE....
really...
i hate it much much much...
dunno whether u feel it anot...
i juz dun like da way u treat me when we r chatting...
u know wat i mean...
really hope u can change tat...
but i dun think u will do so...
forget it...
da most stupid thing in tis world is,,,
girls always think tat they can change the guys...
& da more stupid thing is,,,
they knew bout this bt they still do so...
juz like me...
*sigh*
whatever...
i'm tired...
dun wanna move forward & take action anymore...
juz stand here...
tat's all...

Friday

...希望...

这几天脑海里满满都是你...
问题其实很早就开始了...
只是我一厢情愿的相信,
只要有满满的爱,
就可以把问题当作不存在...
原来我错了...

距---离
对于我和你来说,
是无法解决也没得不去想的问题...
我们都不喜欢等待...
也很需要对方...
可是要等很久很久才能见面...
我一直都在忍着...
每天都在倒数我们见面的日子...
我们只能靠电话和电脑来联络...
记得你以前说过,
对以科技来维持感情没信心...
但我们也只能这样...

我怕影响到你的心情...
就算多么想你,
我也笑笑的跟你撒娇说我很想你...
我不敢在和你通电话的时候掉泪...
我怕你会担心...
我知道你很辛苦...
但是我们努力地去适应这样的状况,好吗?
希望这问题能解决...
希望你我都能一直,,,
那么快乐
那么幸福
那么爱着彼此...
我爱你,比...

Thursday

好想你

昨晚赶报告赶到没时间写blog...
一开始说用手写...
当人家花时间做得差不多时又说用电脑打...
那你还我刚才的时间啦~!!
害我打到半夜一点多才自己一个走回宿舍...
又暗又冷~是恐怖的咯...
比比...
我要抱抱...
每天看到一些有的没的情侣在一起...看到都不爽...
我是超~~~~~~~~想你的....
每天只能等时间过...
可是新年你和我也未必有空...你又早走...见面的时间就剩下那么一点点的一点点...唉.....T___T....

说点别的...
昨天忘了和宝贝报告一个东西...
朋友们乱摸我的手...
还一直按按按...
说我手掌很软...
不放手还叫别人来...
很像发现什么很惊奇的东西酱...=='''
哈哈哈~
刚才早上的时候比比听了就超不爽的~
说仙人掌也很好摸...叫她们去摸...
勒~~~
贝比很在乎我勒...
说真的每次看到听到你因为吃醋而不爽而发脾气时,我是高兴到....
呵呵...
回去就让你牵紧紧呀...乖乖,我是你的...=)
比今晚有个活动...我会乖乖等你的...muacksss~~~

这两天在FB发现两篇很有认同感的文章...
看了还猛点头...女生要得其实都很简单....
我们女生要的不是钱和物质,是男生入微的体贴...男生的一点不理睬或冷淡都会伤到女生的...
按下面的link去读读吧~^^
http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=317787960096&id=666346072&ref=share
http://www.facebook.com/posted.php?id=1003680895#/note.php?note_id=284392752272&id=100000017814622&ref=share

明天是星期五勒...
很快就到星期一了...
有测验...
钟佳颖小姐,要好好加油咯~~~
晚安~我的宝贝贝...muacksssss...


p/s:today is 28th of Jan...5months ady...love u my dear...hugsss...
p/p/s:my 21st DOB coming soon...i wish i can be with u tat day...but impossible de...miss u lotsss...Ah Bibi....

Tuesday

...260110...

so tired...
juz reach hostel at 10++pm...
not enuf sleep last night bcoz of mathsss...(sleep at 2++)
so many Q tat i couldn't find out da solution...(so stupid & dumb...)
yet i wake up so early today...haizzz..-_-

went to da class as usual...
I m so super guai bcoz i din skip class...haha...(Baby i wan kiss kiss...=P)
there is something i wanna complain here~~!!!
a malay guy in our class,(i dunno wat his name & i dun wanna know anything bout him!!!)he sat behind me in da class...so super noisy & ACTIVE~~!!!he will reply every word tat lecturers said out...for ex:
miss=lecturer...S.G=stupid guy
Miss:inilah jawapan untuk soalan 4(c)..
S.G:oh ah ah...
miss:ini jalan kerja pertama..
S.G:yayaya..betul tu...sama dgn aku...
(*every step tat miss wrote out,he will say betul betul..sama dgn saya...itulah..ah..ah..)
miss:inilah jawapan akhir..
S.G:eh..macam tak sama jer...
miss:ok...saya repeat again...
when miss repeat da steps,
he stop her halfway
& said:oh yaya..saya betul saya betul...tadi tak tengok baik baik...sudah sudah...dapat pun saya..hahahahhahaha...
after tat he continue chatting wif fren using his GREAT LOUD VOICE...
in tis 2hours class i keep heard his LOUD mumbling sound from da back...
i m so angry tat i hope i can slap him & ask him to shut up~~!!!
ur behaviour will make ppl get distracted in da class...do u know tat??!
next time if he come & sit behind me,i will definitely change my seat...i wan peace & concentrate in da class...not ur voice around my ears...GO AWAY...>(

duh...
we went to alor star after class...
we gai gai there till 8pm...
but dunno where to have our dinner..
suddenly dai lou suggest tat we go back kuala perlis there to hav our dinner...
i suddenly stunned there...
so funny tat we had a long way to alor star for gai gai only then go back to perlis for our dinner...
hahaha..
had a great gathering there...
sadness is around all of us but we all act like vy happy...
took some photos wif ah duck after da dinner using his camera..
photos will be uploaded soon & i will tag myself there...=)
take care & byeee duck...X)

BeiBi,no sad sad anymore huh...
sayang sayang...
u r too busy & no much time to prepare ma...
next time will be better de...u can do it..=)
take good care of "MY" body ya...
drink more water & rest more...
misssssssss U~~~~~~~
hug hugs hugsssssss....
love u...
nitez nitezzz=)

Monday

~250110~

X_X...
y we need to wake up so early everyday de?
i tot Uni's life is diff from sec. sch 1 but...SAME STILL....
wake up so early everyday & MUZ put on lots of THINGS on my face b4 go out...no choice...i hav to protect my skin if not will hurt by da hotty sun here...-__-....

lecturers start to speak more in Malay instead of English in da class...
aiksss...
probs occur again...
our international students r not satisfied wif it & complain to dekan ady...
lecturers claim tat they should learn B.M & understand B.M bcoz they r in Malaysia...
wah wah wah..
so much arguments nowadays..
but for me,,,
we should hav our lesson in english...for sure...
duh...
let it be...
peace ya soon...~~

Oh ya....
my Bibi was jealous today after he saw my previous previous post bout my boy de fren...XD
hahaha...
super cute ar u..
he is my good fren here nia...
if any of my fren is leaving sure i will be vy sad de ma...
not only him...
&&&&&&&
kian lu came to my hostel tis evening & we had a chat...
he is not available tonight bcoz his frens of other course date him at S.R ady...
so we shall hav our gathering by tmr...
i know he is kinda sad & not bear to leave here...
but no choice he juz follow wat his parents want him to do...

nah nah nah...
Bibi is reading tis...
sure jealous ady...
hahaha...
u r my ONLY ONE...
but its ok for u to jealous...
bcoz u "zai hu" me,rite??=P

erm...
u r having exam tis few days..
i know da time is not enuf for u...
but try ur best,k?
i know u can do it...
dun put so much pressure on urself...
a little bit of stress will keep u move on but over stressed will only pull u down...rmb tis...

lastly,wanna make my very 1st wish for my coming birthday...
*I hope we wont be having any prob in our realationship again...it hurts when everytime i found tat there r probs between us...*
i didn't mean to bring out all these trouble thingy here but juz wanna be a reminder for me...
& really very sorry for my hot-temper recently...
I will control myself...
thx for care bout me & being so patient wif me...
I love u,dear....muackss...

Sunday

tadaa~~SUNDAY~~!!!

hehehe...
today is my 3rd meeting of archery & we went to stadium...
i had learnt bout how to set up a bow,wat is da right pose,& bla bla bla...
CONCLUSION,,,
ur hand muz be strong enuf in order to get a better score...=='''
bcoz we need to pull da rope which is so so so tight on da bow...
after da archery session,wif no doubt,I'm GETTING DARKER & DARKER...(*im using bio-ess tanaka white & nutox everyday but it seems like no improvement in my skin colour...XO)

then we had our brunch at Kangar...
hehehe...
i ate roasted pork rice+qi chiong fan+barley...
nice nice nice...much much better than malay food everyday...yeah~~~

my whole afternoon is wif him...ZHOU GONG....XD...
so tired...
now my skin still kinda red & it will definitely become dark by tmr...X/...
will do my maths tonight so i post my bloggie here earlier...
muz buck up...=)

Bibi ah Bibi...
cool down ya...
there r all kinds of ppl in tis world...
dun be so angry for their stupid thinking o behaviour...
if u still tat unhappy,THINK OF ME....then for sure u will be happy da...=P..
haha...
seriously,if u r unhappy o u feel sad,,,
look at my photossss...
all my smiles r for u...
rmb there is still a B always support u & by ur side...=)

love love ya...muacksss~~~